EWCM Ovulating early??

Today, CD 13 I had some EWCM, which means im close to ovulating.  I was really hoping that I would ovulate later, to push my next period back a bit.  I hope that I dont start my next cycle early as well, as hubby is only due to come home 30 days from today.  And for the first time, my cervix was super low this morning.  It has been pretty high for the last 30 days or so.  Now I know the difference between high and low cervix.  It is getting easier to track my cycle now.

Blue veins are making me crazy & BFN

So I am CD 10 now, and the blue veins are increasing.  They now connect from my boobs to my armpit and all the way down my side and around under my belly/lower abdomen area.   And a few going from my boobs down the front of my belly.  Just a few on the front though.  The place where I have them the most is my lower back.  Clear as day all over the place on my lower back.  I am starting to wonder if this is a side effect of the prenatal vitamins?

Took a clear blue digital yesterday after work, since I almost through up at work, i was curious, and it said Non pregnant.  After taking so many a few weeks ago, you would think that I would be fine and used to it. But seeing the words "Non Pregnant" come up after a few minutes made my heart sink.

Babies all around!

Seems like every show I watch lately someone is trying to get pregnant, pregnant, or has a baby.  It's all around me!

Weight Loss

Well TTC cycle one ended with a BFN.  Cycle #2 is a break for us since DH is out of the country.  Since we are taking a break from TTC this cycle, I cant get my mind of baby stuff.  I am not pregnant yet when I was at Zellers the the other day I was looking at baby clothes.  They are all so cute.  I should start saving up now.  Anyways since school work is not keeping my mind of of babies, I need to do something.  So I decided to try a weight loss.  I currently weight 163 a of today.  I would love to lose 10 pounds before getting pregnant and putting it all back on, lol.  I use a website and iphone app called MyFitnessPal to track all of my food and calories and it is very simple to use.  You can scan bar codes and it puts it in your food diary.  It's pretty neat.  During the week, I play volleyball 2 nights a week and will be playing soccer soon 2 nights a week when volleyball stops.  There is also a workout Wii game that I love, it's called Gold's Gym Cardio Workout.  Its a boxing workout.  I love it, its a full body workout.  We also have a treadmill and cross trainer in our house so I really have no excuse not to work out, lol.  I am hoping to loose 5 pounds a month if I really stay focussed and watch my eating and continuing to workout.

So my question is, how much can I workout when I do become pregnant?  How much weight will I gain?  Should I try to loose more than 10 pounds?  So many questions, and so much research to do.  Ahh I'm back to baby mind again.  Everything I talk about leads to that.  6-7 more weeks until we can try again! :)

Happy Birthday to my Husband

Today is my hubby's birthday.  Wishing him a very happy Birthday!  Maybe next year we will be celebrating his birthday with a little baby :)

Such a weird Cycle!

For as long as I can remember, during my period I eat all day everyday during my period.  A big bag of multigrain tostitos chips and cranberry juice is what I always crave during my period.  Along with any other kind of junk food we have in the house.  I also live close to a convenience store, so treats are just a quick walk away.  But this time... not hungry at all.  I think that TTC and the stress of it has completely changed my normal cycles.  I usually gain a few pounds during my period due to eating alot of bad food and lack of energy to work out.  I should have started TTC a few years ago lol.  I am curious to see how the rest of this cycle goes.

As well, I started spotting Thursday night, but it only got heavier today, so I am using today as CD1, not sure if that is correct.

CD 1 - New Cycle

Finally had my normal heavy period today, been a few hours of it, so I know it's here now.  The days of the light spotting are over.  Having painful low cramps like I usually do during my period.  Happy that it's here now I know for sure I am not pregnant, and I can stop wondering everyday.  Taking a break this cycle, as my husband is not back until May 1.  Which actually works out perfectly.  My next cycle should be starting around April 21, and ovulation around May 6.  I have the preseed already and will be trying the SMEP as well.  Going to try to eat a little healthier the next month as well.